"And Esau said,
I have enough, my brother; keep that thou hast to thyself" (Gen. 33:9).
Esau arrives. Falls
on Jacob's neck and weeps aloud. Brother is reunited with brother, no blood is
shed, and forgiveness washes away anger.
But then Esau asks
questions. "Who are those with thee?...What meanest thou by the drove
which I met?" (vs. 5, 8).
And Jacob answers
both: "The children which God hath graciously given thy servant….These are
to find grace in the sight of my lord" (vs. 5, 8).
And then Esau
must've put his hand up, though smiling, as he uttered the next verse: "I
have enough, my brother; keep that thou hast to thyself" (vs. 9).
Jacob insisted,
however, and Esau accepted. The brother's parted ways then, and who knows
whether they ever saw one another again. Their children and descendants warred
with one another foreverafter, but the brothers had reconciled nonetheless.
It isn't the fact
that they reconciled that brings home conviction. It's Esau's unpretentious
statement: "I have enough."
In life, we are
never satisfied. We never have enough. The old iPhone isn't good enough--surely
the one with a different name and bigger case and fancier features will work
better. The love of a friend isn't enough--surely a different kind would be
more satisfying… The car isn't good enough...the camera isn't good enough...the
house, the job, the income…
Nothing is ever
enough.
And yet, we find one
of the most selfish creatures in the Old Testament, headstrong, impulsive, for
the most part, Godless, saying in all sincerity, "I have enough."
Shame on us.
When will we learn
to say, "I have enough?"
The old phone, the
old car, the old camera… the simple joys of friendship… the income, the house,
the job…
We ought to learn to
say, "I have enough."
And if God blesses
with more, then praise the Lord.
For while Esau
stated he had enough, he did receive the gift from Jacob's hand. He did accept
it.
So may we accept
extra blessings when the Lord sees fit to send them our way.
But til the blessing
arrives, may each of us be found with Esau.
I have enough.
Lord, teach me to "be content with such things
as I have"...
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